All that we had planned the beginning of the year, the Lord has gone before us to prepare and endorsed. Everything thus far is on schedule as planned. We are still overwhelmed by His creative wisdom.

What a luxury this moment is to a homeschooling mum! I am sitting in a bus and blogging….heading for Singapore. Had an invitation to attend the 3rd Gateway Cities Youth Convention by Faith Community Baptist Church (FCBC). Isn’t it interesting too that Penang is a VERY important city in our time?
This is another opportunity to network for Asia region and cover the cities in prayers. We are excited to be part of this event as we recognized the crucial time we are living in. I remember two years ago at the first convention, how my tears flowed for my homeland as I stood in the presence of God. Preparing our hearts to be connected…

Two hours ago, at the bus station, the kids wouldn’t let us go as this will be a long week for them. Six days without mummy is loooooong. No doubt it is a good break from kids but a mum is a mum…..it is hard to leave the kids and especially with all the tears as departure gift. The separation is always hard. As I sit here in the bus past midnight, thinking of my lil’ darlings, I thank God for children - and also for my parents. They are ever willing to babysit and do it with the greatest care. Mum used to say, “Life is never the same when one have their own kids.” The last 9 years had taught me so much. I entered a school that has no graduation and no degrees. It is called the School of Motherhood. Just this morning I thought about what I would be doing daily if I am childless. Nine years – I would have finished my degree, done my masters and pursuing my doctorate. Yet I asked myself if it is worth it for the exchange of 3 beautiful princesses? Of course, the answer is an absolute YES! I would be crazy to think otherwise. In my hands are being entrusted great responsibilities. But it is a divine exchange - joy and fulfillment. Love, oh yes, they adore their mummy. I wake up to be hugged and kissed. I retire at night to see the peace of their innocent faces soundly asleep. In a world of materialism and fights of equality of gender, I stay contented to know my design of womanhood is to fulfill my call as a helpmeet and a mother. Right beside me now is the man I married a decade ago. I cannot think and thank God for the kids without giving thanks for their father – a man of vision and passion; the making of a legend. He is the ever stern-faced leader but to his kids, he is their hero. They think he is smart, handsome and very “can”.

That reminds me of how I view my Heavenly Father. How much do I adore Him? He is my everything.